Tall and thin with beautiful silver
and white hair, my grandmother was a huge influence on my life. She and my
grandfather lived next door in a beautiful old southern home that had wide
porches and plenty of yard to play in. I stayed with them a lot just because
they were near, and now that I think about it, it was like having two homes.
The two grand old people read to me almost every day, took me to church, and
instilled in me a deep sense of family.
My grandfather died when I was a
teenager. A year later, I took my grandmother for an afternoon ride, which was
a part of her daily routine. She mentioned being the last alive in her family,
and when we got home she said I should get the antique music box from the
bedroom, put it under my bed and say nothing to anyone. She often cranked up
that music box to put us to sleep. I don’t know why none of this seemed strange
to me at the time, but I did as she asked without question.
Sometime during the night, Gran
died. I dreamed twice that night that I heard her call me, but couldn’t get out
of bed. The third time I dreamed it, I did manage to wake my parents, and they
went next door. She had died in her sleep.
After the funeral her home was
closed and the electricity was turned off. Several nights later I went to my
bedroom window, which faced an upstairs window in my grandparent’s home. There
in the lighted window was Gran. No one ever convinced me that I didn’t see her
or that the light was really not on. I suspect that she was just watching over
me, as she always had to be sure I was in bed on time or home from a date. I
kept her picture near and her ghost never scared me. It’s like having an angel
nearby!